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[23 Feb 2004|01:00am]
Goodfriends we've had, O good friends we've lost along the way
In this Great future you cant foget your past.
So dry your tears.
I say

;)
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man my victoria secret model is crazy hot though [30 Oct 2003|03:13am]
[ mood | awake ]

bye bye old journal..

my new live journal name is EmeraldCityy

add me up if you would like..

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sometimes life is bliss [29 Oct 2003|10:38pm]
[ mood | calm ]



who you crushin on shorty ?
such a crush..

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everyone thinks something about everyone [29 Oct 2003|12:04am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

ok guys

i want to know what you honestly think of me .. in your heart of hearts
and dont tell me who you are
for better or worse
all of you !

please ! :)

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flip mo squad. [28 Oct 2003|12:00am]
[ mood | happy ]

excuse me.
i love my friends.
and my life.

job interviews up the wazoo .. and new glasses ! tomorrow !

<3

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Life is soo Pretty [26 Oct 2003|12:31pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Road Trip !!
so we woke up
and made up our minds
we have a cooler full of food, a guitar, bathing suits, and a new mix c.d.


parasailing... hmmmm

xo

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limit yourself to simply gods best .. [24 Oct 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | amused ]








when you sit and think about it.. its mearly alot more simple then it looks.

C>A>L>M

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see its like a childrens book.. alot of pictures.. less words. [23 Oct 2003|02:30am]
[ mood | happy ]

dont mind me.. i just figured out all about my digi cam..

it will pass.:)



Drinking + A.J. + Chelsea + Stephen+ KT+ Spaids = Fun!



mel and bobby. so cute



palm tree.. yey !


bobbysito is the best quitar player i know, honestly.

what a fun night.. i needed it ~xo

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blammo [22 Oct 2003|08:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]



EMu fucks.

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Just trying to keep my head up. [21 Oct 2003|12:04am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

there is something wrong.

with life.

i dont think im ment to be apart of it.

at all.

deep breathes and tears dont always cutt it

i wish you could take an eraser and scetch out horride things that you dont deserve in the slightest.

dont act like you know what im talking about.

tomorrow morning leaves a hole in my stumick.
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i am very happy my brother is here..my hero~ and his friends are beautiful people.
its so weird to have my big brother staying in his little sisters house.if that even makes sense.

i feel like i need Jess.

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Bubble Toes [17 Oct 2003|12:20pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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today. i am going out of town for the weekend. with the fam. to islands of adventure, beautiful hotel on the beach,and meeting up with my brother.

it is really alot of fun to shop online.

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lisless [16 Oct 2003|12:07pm]
[ mood | real hip hop ]

i have a great digi cam. i just dont really know how to use it yet. soon soon.

i bought a guitar ! and i will learn. its beautiful.. thank you bobbysito for helping me pick one just for me.. and for not chosing the hebrew sausage.

well.. bryyyan kurkamelendez is here.. bye bye now

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an image is what you see.. what you think is a imagine [14 Oct 2003|10:56pm]
[ mood | sick ]

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You&apos;re Go-Go
You're Go-Go, you have two weapons a small knife
and a huge ball on a change that you can be
very deadly with. Though you're only seventeen
you're one of O-renshi's personal bodyguards


Which Kill Bill Character are you: Volume 1
brought to you by Quizilla
sweet

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some lyrics for your mind. [14 Oct 2003|07:01pm]
[ mood | blah ]

This ones for the girls~Martina Mcbride

this is for all you girls about 13
high school can be so ruff
can be so mean

hold on to, on to your innocence
stand your ground
when everybody's giving in

this ones for the girls

this is for all you girls about 25
in little apartments just trying to get by.
living on, on dreams and spaghettios

this ones for the girls
who've ever had a broken heart
who've wished upon a shooting star
your beautiful the way you are

this is all you girls about 42
tossing pennies
into the fountain of youth
every laugh
laugh line on your face
made you who you are today

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with a name like evil.. would fit you swell [13 Oct 2003|06:46pm]
[ mood | happy ]

well well well

i have internet at my own home now !
and cable !
yey!

my new email address is PaintASmile@comcast.net and i will have a new instint message name soon

and the wayne robbinson show is fuckin weird. weird.. the guy from nsync couldnt sing worse.. jc ? i dont know

bye !

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HELLO FRIENDS !! [28 Sep 2003|11:57pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i miss everyone.

and so.

I HAVE MY VERY OWN APARTMENT! you heard me right folks. and today melanie and i took onE of my box's from the cofee table and slid down the stairs using it as a sled it was so insane how fast you cant get going down a stairway !. haha.. we are having alot of fun with it.. if you guys are one of my close friends you should come see :)

i got kicked out of highschool.. because my cell phone rang. yes i did. amazing how brillant administrators are.. and the love for there students blows me out of the water. i am so discusted with Mariner High School I could really be sick.

i went and saw POISON THE WELL and some folks and the house of blues yesterday .. it was alot of good hardcore fun. but the trip both ways was insane.. i drove jess lost her glasses because we were driving 90 down the highway and she puts her head out of the car with the top of my roof off haha.fwew. and i fell in a toilet and lost my wallet :( witch has been found.. without my money but at least everything else is ok.

if you ever try to im me .. im not really ever online.. infact this is the first time in 6 days i have been infront of a computer. melanies parents computer signs me on.. i dont know call me please if you need to get a hold of me. or would just like too !

and lets see..

i miss you guys and loveeee youuu.. yep :)

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i only have one idol. [22 Sep 2003|09:05pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

i am afraid.


this is where it all began.. inside of myself.
i have lived out these storys that you know of me
i have walked in my own shoes
and you havent
what is it that i am so worried about ?
what do you do when you know someone loves you and doesnt know how to ?
what do you do when the people around you make you so so sick
when GOD is so enbedded in your heart and so far from your life?
what do you do for a friend who needs help..
do you talk about them behind there back ?
thats how you handle things.
but how do I ?

i dont handle things.

i am never afriad of not winning a battle.. an argument. a tiff
i am afriad that i will hurt the ones who hurt me so much
i wouldnt ever want you to know how much i look down at you right now
because i would never want someone to feel that bad about me.
so then i say things sidways.. work up and down and not from side to side.

stop judging me on the way i style my hair
how much money i spend at the mall
who i have loaned money to
who i have kissed
because look at yourself
its not your damn buissness for one second
and even more so not your place to share it with others
judge me on the conversations you have had with me.
what youve gotten out of them
if you dont like your result.. thanks for shopping

all of these words on paper..
all of these thoughts in my head
the deals ive made with the maker
the me that sleeps in my bed.

when i was younger i lost a man. that man that keeps the tears away.
the superhero to every little girl storybook.
i guess when you loose your daddy. you need something more forever
and im am so tired of looking for it
nobody hugs me hard enough
"I love you" has never gave me shivers

there is no need for a car pile up right now.
i just need to wash my face and get some rest
but instead i just doodle.
my hands have to stay bussy
this medium i live right now
its something awful

sometimes i just wish so much that
me and my mom could go run in flower fields
i could tell her how much i dream of dad.
and how i will drink lemonade on my own back porch
in less then 1 week
and she wouldnt lecture me on insurence and savings bonds
but tell me that what they all say doesnt matter
that beauty is within me
and i sould spread it to the outside
smile more for me.. and not just to make people laugh

when i drive in my car
with the top down
i never smile
when im by myself
im happy
but i feel just like i always do
everyone is waiting for me to smile
so they can tell there friends im fake
because i like makup and boys
because i am not as pure as you would recommend
theres no way i could possibly be a deep thinker

this life is not a show
stop acting
you all suck at it.
if you really wanna give me something diffrent
somethings new
something to sink my teeth into
then you just do what you do.

somone being themself is so beauitful.

alot of times i miss tennessee it seems like so many people there are waiting for you to succeed
it feels like so many people here are waiting for you to fail.

if you have one thing mean to say.
tomorrow. dont say it
maybe one day of each of you being considerate
could make a big diffrence



now enjoy the rest of the album<3

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excuss me [16 Sep 2003|10:36pm]
i really JUST need to CUDDLE
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a gale and her car <3 [14 Sep 2003|11:48am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

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i have tye dyed cheacks..

and a tattoo on my wrist...

yes i do

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Some Friends make you who you are [10 Sep 2003|11:59pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

HAPPY BITHDAY TO MY MELANIE DANIELLE BOESE !

18 ~ !!!

HER CELL PHONE NUMBER IS 850-8304.. (she got a new one toda... same number but it works again :)


I LOVE YOU .
I REALLY DO ! :)

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