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[23 Feb 2004|01:00am] Goodfriends we've had, O good friends we've lost along the way In this Great future you cant foget your past. So dry your tears. I say ;) 4 comments|post comment

man my victoria secret model is crazy hot though [30 Oct 2003|03:13am] [ mood | awake ] bye bye old journal.. my new live journal name is EmeraldCityy add me up if you would like.. post comment

sometimes life is bliss [29 Oct 2003|10:38pm] [ mood | calm ] who you crushin on shorty ? such a crush.. 1 comment|post comment

everyone thinks something about everyone [29 Oct 2003|12:04am] [ mood | contemplative ] ok guys i want to know what you honestly think of me .. in your heart of hearts and dont tell me who you are for better or worse all of you ! please ! :) 27 comments|post comment

flip mo squad. [28 Oct 2003|12:00am] [ mood | happy ] excuse me. i love my friends. and my life. job interviews up the wazoo .. and new glasses ! tomorrow ! <3 2 comments|post comment

Life is soo Pretty [26 Oct 2003|12:31pm] [ mood | excited ] Road Trip !! so we woke up and made up our minds we have a cooler full of food, a guitar, bathing suits, and a new mix c.d. parasailing... hmmmm xo 2 comments|post comment

limit yourself to simply gods best .. [24 Oct 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | amused ] when you sit and think about it.. its mearly alot more simple then it looks. C>A>L>M 3 comments|post comment

see its like a childrens book.. alot of pictures.. less words. [23 Oct 2003|02:30am] [ mood | happy ] dont mind me.. i just figured out all about my digi cam.. it will pass.:) Drinking + A.J. + Chelsea + Stephen+ KT+ Spaids = Fun! mel and bobby. so cute palm tree.. yey ! bobbysito is the best quitar player i know, honestly. what a fun night.. i needed it ~xo 9 comments|post comment

blammo [22 Oct 2003|08:24pm] [ mood | amused ] EMu fucks. 9 comments|post comment

Just trying to keep my head up. [21 Oct 2003|12:04am] [ mood | indescribable ] there is something wrong. with life. i dont think im ment to be apart of it. at all. deep breathes and tears dont always cutt it i wish you could take an eraser and scetch out horride things that you dont deserve in the slightest. dont act like you know what im talking about. tomorrow morning leaves a hole in my stumick. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ i am very happy my brother is here..my hero~ and his friends are beautiful people. its so weird to have my big brother staying in his little sisters house.if that even makes sense. i feel like i need Jess. 3 comments|post comment

Bubble Toes [17 Oct 2003|12:20pm] [ mood | calm ] today. i am going out of town for the weekend. with the fam. to islands of adventure, beautiful hotel on the beach,and meeting up with my brother. it is really alot of fun to shop online. 1 comment|post comment

lisless [16 Oct 2003|12:07pm] [ mood | real hip hop ] i have a great digi cam. i just dont really know how to use it yet. soon soon. i bought a guitar ! and i will learn. its beautiful.. thank you bobbysito for helping me pick one just for me.. and for not chosing the hebrew sausage. well.. bryyyan kurkamelendez is here.. bye bye now 10 comments|post comment

an image is what you see.. what you think is a imagine [14 Oct 2003|10:56pm] [ mood | sick ] You're Go-Go, you have two weapons a small knife and a huge ball on a change that you can be very deadly with. Though you're only seventeen you're one of O-renshi's personal bodyguards Which Kill Bill Character are you: Volume 1 brought to you by Quizilla sweet 2 comments|post comment

some lyrics for your mind. [14 Oct 2003|07:01pm] [ mood | blah ] This ones for the girls~Martina Mcbride this is for all you girls about 13 high school can be so ruff can be so mean hold on to, on to your innocence stand your ground when everybody's giving in this ones for the girls this is for all you girls about 25 in little apartments just trying to get by. living on, on dreams and spaghettios this ones for the girls who've ever had a broken heart who've wished upon a shooting star your beautiful the way you are this is all you girls about 42 tossing pennies into the fountain of youth every laugh laugh line on your face made you who you are today 4 comments|post comment

with a name like evil.. would fit you swell [13 Oct 2003|06:46pm] [ mood | happy ] well well well i have internet at my own home now ! and cable ! yey! my new email address is PaintASmile@comcast.net and i will have a new instint message name soon and the wayne robbinson show is fuckin weird. weird.. the guy from nsync couldnt sing worse.. jc ? i dont know bye ! 4 comments|post comment

HELLO FRIENDS !! [28 Sep 2003|11:57pm] [ mood | bitchy ] i miss everyone. and so. I HAVE MY VERY OWN APARTMENT! you heard me right folks. and today melanie and i took onE of my box's from the cofee table and slid down the stairs using it as a sled it was so insane how fast you cant get going down a stairway !. haha.. we are having alot of fun with it.. if you guys are one of my close friends you should come see :) i got kicked out of highschool.. because my cell phone rang. yes i did. amazing how brillant administrators are.. and the love for there students blows me out of the water. i am so discusted with Mariner High School I could really be sick. i went and saw POISON THE WELL and some folks and the house of blues yesterday .. it was alot of good hardcore fun. but the trip both ways was insane.. i drove jess lost her glasses because we were driving 90 down the highway and she puts her head out of the car with the top of my roof off haha.fwew. and i fell in a toilet and lost my wallet :( witch has been found.. without my money but at least everything else is ok. if you ever try to im me .. im not really ever online.. infact this is the first time in 6 days i have been infront of a computer. melanies parents computer signs me on.. i dont know call me please if you need to get a hold of me. or would just like too ! and lets see.. i miss you guys and loveeee youuu.. yep :) 9 comments|post comment

i only have one idol. [22 Sep 2003|09:05pm] [ mood | aggravated ] i am afraid. this is where it all began.. inside of myself. i have lived out these storys that you know of me i have walked in my own shoes and you havent what is it that i am so worried about ? what do you do when you know someone loves you and doesnt know how to ? what do you do when the people around you make you so so sick when GOD is so enbedded in your heart and so far from your life? what do you do for a friend who needs help.. do you talk about them behind there back ? thats how you handle things. but how do I ? i dont handle things. i am never afriad of not winning a battle.. an argument. a tiff i am afriad that i will hurt the ones who hurt me so much i wouldnt ever want you to know how much i look down at you right now because i would never want someone to feel that bad about me. so then i say things sidways.. work up and down and not from side to side. stop judging me on the way i style my hair how much money i spend at the mall who i have loaned money to who i have kissed because look at yourself its not your damn buissness for one second and even more so not your place to share it with others judge me on the conversations you have had with me. what youve gotten out of them if you dont like your result.. thanks for shopping all of these words on paper.. all of these thoughts in my head the deals ive made with the maker the me that sleeps in my bed. when i was younger i lost a man. that man that keeps the tears away. the superhero to every little girl storybook. i guess when you loose your daddy. you need something more forever and im am so tired of looking for it nobody hugs me hard enough "I love you" has never gave me shivers there is no need for a car pile up right now. i just need to wash my face and get some rest but instead i just doodle. my hands have to stay bussy this medium i live right now its something awful sometimes i just wish so much that me and my mom could go run in flower fields i could tell her how much i dream of dad. and how i will drink lemonade on my own back porch in less then 1 week and she wouldnt lecture me on insurence and savings bonds but tell me that what they all say doesnt matter that beauty is within me and i sould spread it to the outside smile more for me.. and not just to make people laugh when i drive in my car with the top down i never smile when im by myself im happy but i feel just like i always do everyone is waiting for me to smile so they can tell there friends im fake because i like makup and boys because i am not as pure as you would recommend theres no way i could possibly be a deep thinker this life is not a show stop acting you all suck at it. if you really wanna give me something diffrent somethings new something to sink my teeth into then you just do what you do. somone being themself is so beauitful. alot of times i miss tennessee it seems like so many people there are waiting for you to succeed it feels like so many people here are waiting for you to fail. if you have one thing mean to say. tomorrow. dont say it maybe one day of each of you being considerate could make a big diffrence now enjoy the rest of the album<3 3 comments|post comment

excuss me [16 Sep 2003|10:36pm] i really JUST need to CUDDLE 5 comments|post comment

a gale and her car <3 [14 Sep 2003|11:48am] [ mood | peaceful ] i have tye dyed cheacks.. and a tattoo on my wrist... yes i do 7 comments|post comment

Some Friends make you who you are [10 Sep 2003|11:59pm] [ mood | chipper ] HAPPY BITHDAY TO MY MELANIE DANIELLE BOESE ! 18 ~ !!! HER CELL PHONE NUMBER IS 850-8304.. (she got a new one toda... same number but it works again :) I LOVE YOU . I REALLY DO ! :) 1 comment|post comment

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